IronicallyME

The following entry are CONFESSIONS penned by a LIAR who always speaks the TRUTH.

Life's on the fast lane has been too HECTIC for ME. Everybody's BLOGGING about the UPCOMING PRODUCTION, about how STRESSFUL and TIRING it has been. So much so for ME that I don't mind STEPPING over onto the SIDEWALK to slow things down for a bit.

LOADS and LOADS of stuff have been on my MIND of late. Somehow my MIND doesn't CAPITALISE on the FREE time I RARELY have to REST and OBSTINATELY chooses to BOOGLE itself with ALL the UNSUNG PARODIES of LIFE. GAWD! I SERIOUSLY needa a BREAK. JOE a little HELP here please? =)

Quote of the day:

Love isn't a matter of circumstances, but of choice.

imissyou.asusual.

Stole my Heart.

Butchered my Hope.

Murdered my Faith.

Torched my Flesh.

The cat's out of the bag, its no longer safe.
So much for undisclosed confidentiality

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 10:38 PM

Nothing's really worth blogging about these days. Maybe just a phrase for you DIMWITS to ponder about. Over BREAKFAST, LUNCH, DINNER, SUPPER. In between TRAININGS, during FULL RUN, while waiting for SELF PRACTICE. Take it as a ARGUMENTATIVE statement. Come TALK to me if you would beg to DIFFER.

THE TRUTH IS A DISTORTION OF A LIE

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high
Touching the sky
You make me fly

The very thing that keep many alive, was the one thing that killed me deep inside.

I'm sorry for blaming you
For all the things I couldn't bring myself to do

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 5:57 AM

I'm not feeling better, just thinking straighter

BabySann drew me a picture which I deemed to be HIGHLY CONTROVERSIAL, but who gives a damn anyway? Its MY BLOG and I DECIDE what goes UP and if you're so AFFECTED by it, by ALL MEANS. LEAVE

"The exquisite corpse will drink the young wine." How's that for a change?

Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the Earth.

Its time like this when you should BRING your HEAD back DOWN to where it BELONGS. Too MANY people are getting too AHEAD of themselves. SMIRKING at other's MISTAKE, GLOATING over other's FAILURE, CONDEMNING other's way of life. Who gave YOU the AUTHORITY to JUDGE in the first place? Are YOU even CERTAIN of what's RIGHT and what's WRONG? Men's getting too UGLY for this WORLD.

On the sixth day, God created Man.

The GREATEST mistake ever. It was Man who FORSAKEN Him.

If only I were the MESSIAH, I'll reward the NONCHALENT and crucify the IGNORANT. And the mere DIFFERENCE between them both? One is better at CONCEALING than the other, as SIMPLE as that. While you IGNORANT fools can start making ASSUMPTIONS and FALSE ACCUSATIONS, pointing FINGERS at EVERYBODY else except yourselves, I'll just confess that I'm jolly well TALKING about YOU. So learn to SHUT UP and THINK before JUMPING to CONCLUSIONS and CONVINCING yourselves that you KNOW EVERYTHING.

A friend once asked, "I wonder how you would fare in the game of love?"
I paused. And smiled.

Silence is golden.

Pillar of trust built upon a foundation of lies.

Your recommended daily intake of uninterrupted morbidity.

How much?

How long more? Imissyou.

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 8:36 PM

Life is FULL of choices. When was the last time you made the RIGHT one?

Too much OCCURENCES took place in this SHORT span of time. So much so that the REALITY churns in the stomach and is almost NAUSEATING. Come on PEOPLE, let's take a WALK. Let things LIE for a bit, spare the FOLKS a little TIME to understand the CHEMISTRY and PHYSICS of everything, not FORGETTING the ART and SCIENCE too. I mean in the end its always HARD to ACCEPT the UNDENIABLE at first.

In times like THIS, the HAZE might not appear to be such a NEGATIVE thing after all. Apart from the fact that it OBSCUREs our vision from things which we SELECTIVELY missed, it also PROVIDEs us with a teatime TOPIC to break the AWKWARD silences or STARTLINE to kick off the coversation between FRIENDS.

Its about TIME the MASKS come off, let's start CLEANING up our CLOSETS.

I see the sadness in your glistening eyes
And hear the sound of your heart's silent cries

Who even bothers to look beneath the surface

I pray redemption may be just as haste

My detrimental romance. Not a mere By-catch.

//A THIRDperson's perspective.

Self induced liberation is just a heartbeat away.

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 10:06 AM

Today marks the last day of ATTACHMENT. and Time seems to pass astonishingly fast, or perhaps most of the time my mind wasn't with me. Just a random string of thoughts I've experienced during my mind's short lil getaway.

Somehow or rather I long forgot how love feels like along the way.

When time is no longer of the essence.

Someday you will find me caught beneath the loveslide
Dead and buried alive.

8 letters 3 words 1 meaning, fckin cliche yet the most beautiful phrase ever.

If everything could be as simple as it appears to be
What a hell of a ride it actually has been.

Spaces between your fingers are there for another's to fill.
~~NAMAMASD~~ . How I adore abbreviations.
Simplicity kills the crab.
And yet another RANDOM saying.

Thanks Val, YY, Cal and Jarvis. Though its been only 3 weeks. I've learnt much. Kudos to all. =)

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 11:29 AM

Nothing much to post about these days. Why not allow me to share with you an interesting ADAPTION from a book? By the way, some SPECIFIC INDIVIDUAL insisted that acknowledgement should be given to the ORIGINAL SOURCE. Thus I present you THE ZAHIR by Paulo Coelho. Enjoy.

Supposedly two firemen went into a forest to douse a small fire. After which, they emerged and went over to a stream, the face of one is all smeared with black, while the other man's face is completely clean. The question is this: Which of the two will wash his face?
Like many would have guessed it, the one with the dirty face, but of course.
Ever came across to your mind that the one with the dirty looks would look at the other man and assume that he looks like him. And vice versa, the man with the clean face would see his colleague covered in grime and say to himself, "I must be dirty too, I'd better have a wash."

So what's the point I'm bringing across? It's all in the mind.

When the classic mundanity of life bores us all. That's ORIGINAL.

As the saying goes, "Never step on a tired boy's coin."
What RANDOMNESS.

If only.

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 11:45 AM

Sorry people for the late update. Was too busy DE-HAZING. I was having difficulties trying to locate the ALPHABETS on my KEYBOARD. It took me 3 hours just to type these sentences. I heard the PSI was like 1500 or something. But seriously man, the PEOPLE down SOUTH should really do SOMETHING about their ARSONIC tendencies as well as PYROTECHNICS fetish. Whatever it is, its causing some SEVERE ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES to their fellow EARTHLINGS. Come on, WHERE IS THE LOVE?

LOVE is a DISEASE no one wants to get rid of. Those INFECTED never try to get better, and those who SUFFER do not wish to be CURED.
It SABOTAGES the MIND's ability to function normally, UNDERMINIG it's thought process, and CRIPPLES the human's RATIONAL thinking. It's like freaking CANCER, without the window period, once it hits you, TERMINAL stage, watch your life WASTE AWAY. It's WICKED dude. Yet many are OBLIVIOUS to it and are falling VICTIMS to its VICIOUS grip. Do you know LOVE takes up to 7 BILLION lives everyday? GOD save US.

One last thing before I go. BLOGS are sure getting more and more INTERESTING nowadays. it comes in ALL shapes and sizes. Don't you just ADORE them? What PERFECT companions they make whenever you're feeling BORED or just having too much time to kill.

Life cracked the SICKEST joke ever on me today. I merely laughed it off.

What can I do, to make it right?

Falling so hard so fast this time

What did I say, what did you do?

How did I fall in love with you?

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 8:14 PM

Its been some time since I started this BLOG of MINE. And I realised I've MISSED out on 2 of the MOST IMPORTANT people in my LIFE. Today, here and here, on the 5th October 2006, this is for you guys.

Dedicated to my DEAREST MUMMY and DADDY.

Throughout this 18 years of my life, since birth and beyond

I'm grateful for you not sparing the rod on this incorrigible brat of yours

I'm sorry for the tears you've shed for my every misdeed

Even remorseful for the smiles you braved in front of me

Looking back at how's my life has changed

Reminds me how I took your teachings in vain

If I could got back all the way to square one

There's too many things I wouldn't have done

Remember how my grades sucked at school

All you said was how much better it was as compared to when I'm two

All the lies I've spun just to stay out late

Never have you once questioned why am I always in that busy state

Till now I'm repentent about the countless quarrels and squabbles we shared

And the hurtful words that shot out like I've never cared

I wasn't the bestest of the lot that God has granted you

Yet tender love and care is all that I've ever feel

Thanks for your undying support in all that I've done, even you haven't been saying much

Thanks for tolerating my ignorance and nonsense of such

Thanks for all the breakfasts on Sunday mornings, though you always forget my preferences.

Thanks for the accepting me the way you are despite my differences

Thinking back on how you used to laugh at my noble ambitions

And trying means and ways to help me out of sticky situations

I've never expressed the slightest tinge of appreciation

Not even recognising all of your hard work and perspiration

Often feeling lost and confused, not allowing you know what's happening

I just didn't want see how far down I was sinking

The Trust that you guys have in me means so much more than anything I could have imagined

Believing in me in my maturity and rationality

Even if disappointment overwhelm at times

The first thing that you cared about was whether I'm fine

I miss the warmth of your hands on my head

I miss the smile whenever I made a mistake

I miss the kiss when I'm sick in bed

I miss the hug reminding me that you're always there

I've been standing all alone against the world outside for too long

And there I thought I was so strong

I eventually forgot how to depend and confide

only to learn how to run and hide

I'm sorry

Although I doubt you guys would ever get to read this

Deep inside I hope someday you would understand at least

I hope that one day I'll grow up to be the man you want the world to see

One day I'll promise to do you proud

Daddy and Mummy,

I love you

I really do

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 9:06 AM

To be or not to be?

I'll take you for who you are.

If you take me for everything.

Thanks Sarah for the inspiration.

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 10:29 AM

Roses are RED

Violets are BLUE

Sugar is SWEET

and so are you.

Listen to all the saddened tunes,

was Time supposed to heal all wounds?

Listening to all the fictitious lies,

just which of which was originally mine?

With all my secrets hidden away,

will you be the one at the end of the day?

Curiousity kills the cat,

how many actually believed in that?

When the cat's away, will all the mice really play?

GEMINIs are HIGHLY AFFECTIONATE creatures and PASSIONATE lovers.
You're beautiful, it's true.

Retro-ed.

For I love not too wisely, but too well.

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 9:57 AM