IronicallyME

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky

Confusing stars for satellites

I never dreamed that you'd be mine

But here we are, we're here tonight

And as we lie beneath the stars

We realize how small we are

If they could love like you and me

Imagine what the world could be

-I miss you

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 10:00 AM

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.

I'm going to the place where love

And feeling good don't ever cost a thing

Where everyone loved and nobody lied

And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

Abstraction, in large doses, can starve off yearning

The way your innocence tastes

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 12:38 AM

Love is free yet stifling. Utterly contradictory.

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

All I wanted

I wanted you to stay

Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

that I love you

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 6:13 AM

Well, again I apologise for the abrupt disappearance. Unknowingly, another year wasted, okay, maybe its not that bad. But it always seems to me that, whenever a year has gone by, I just lost some more time, if I were to describe it, its another year WELL RETARDED.

Nevertheless, HELLO 2008.

Any resolutions? Let's cut the bullshit, cause resolutions are just a bunch of crappy stuff that we say and never keep. Why do we even have them in the first place? To PRETEND that we're TRYING to FIX things that you and I both know we NEVER wanted to at ALL. Well, then again, these are my words. Some of you might beg to differ, but WHO CARES? LOL.

As they always say, REMINISCING is full of nostalgia, but COME ON, believe it or not, RECOLLECTION means PRESERVATION. So start DIGGING. LOL.

Sad to say, there's always that little amount of guilt, remorse, something on the darker side left inside, something that so happened left behind along the way. And this specific feeling that we try so hard to conceal, but its undeniable that both you and I can feel it, tugging at strings of our very heart. Something that we would never wanna see it ever again.
And the very fact that what goes around come around scares us. Time has got a way of taking back, somehow, in a way or another.

Perhaps there were things that should be said, but were left unsaid.
Perhaps there were things that should be done, but were left undone.
Perhaps there were things that shouldn't be said, but were said.
Perhaps there were things that shouldn't be done, but were done.
Perhaps there were things we want to remember.
Perhaps there were things we want to forget.
Perhaps there were things we wished would happened.
Perhaps there were things we wished would never.

Before I end this post, I would like to show great love and appreciation, for those who mattered and were there for me ALL the WAY. In no specific order. These people I specially endear.

Gil, Peiyi, Terence, Vincent, Simin

And for those not mentioned but remembered. Much loves. Xiang, WQ, Clement, BJon.

And allow me to ask forgiveness for those whom I have trespassed. =)

Every step I take, every move I make

Every single day, every time I pray

I'll be missing you

Thinkin of the day, when you went away

What a life to take, what a bond to break

I'll be missing you

IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT, 9:33 AM