When Wilbert Wonders.
I forgot to breathe
It took a while before it ceased
What's the cause, some might inquire
Of this I'm not obliged to inspire
Oblivious to them who see and pretend to understand
Yet, so vivid to you who feels and comprehend
My Minerva of the Orient
Then again,
Is it just me or three's a crowd?
Assumptions you may say
But of such, I then have no interest to play
And this I would say
Misfits of Love
Stay nice and be safe
Bert loves.
IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT,
9:49 AM
Tmr marks the end of FANTAZIA.
Ironically, I'm not keen to see to its closure.
Then again, all good things come to an end.
It wasn't the little blingblings that caught my eyes
But the smile that kept me so distracted
IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT,
11:05 AM
Alright people. Hello once again. =)
You have my assurance that this would be a CRAP-FREE entry. LOL. Although its kinda hard to believe, but I really wanna dedicate this entry to pen down heartfelt thoughts and emotions which I hardly ever speak off. =)
As most of you have already or may not even know, its been a year since I've stopped dancing due to some health implications as well as overwhelming workload from school. And its not till recently that I've restarted dancing. Of which has taken its toll and resulted in the deterioration of my basics and techniques. Nevertheless, I was still given the chance to perform for FANTAZIA. Thus I wanna make use of this opportunity to say some things which I really wanna let you guys and girls know. Things which I know that EVERYBODY wouldn't take me seriously for when I say it in their faces. =(
I'll start with the freshies.
HELLO FRESHIES, though I've been in NRA 2 years earlier than you all, but when I came back and saw all the new faces, it kinda dawned upon me that actually considering the time in which I returned, it actually make me one of you. And of course, I don't feel lonely, with the whole bunch of you all learning together with me, especially its an entire crazy bunch of people that's helluva fun to hang out with. I do hope you all press on even after FANTAZIA, knowing some might leave us, and be even more motivated as a dancer and a member of the NRA family. =)
Rang wo men get high and yi qi jia you. YES AH.
One day I was chilling at the beacon's block...
Next up, Ron's batch.
I do admit it felt weird seeing and mixing with you all initially after being MIA for so long, but somehow I personally felt that things kinda picked up along the way and I sort of managed to adjust into the frequency in which we can communicate comfortably? LOL. Aights you get what I mean. Besides, the improvements in which you all have attained during this period of time were amazing. People like RONNIE, FARID, VICTORIA, JAEI, NICOLD, HANNAH, BAOWEN, JJ, ALEX, WEIJIE, DAVID and of course everyone else too, I felt that there's so much to learn from all of you, RONNIE's insane stamina, fcking big movements, FARID's expression, NICOLD's bao fa li, BAOWEN's iso. Madness I tell you, its not overrated but I do respect all of you in a way of another. =)
Followed by, my batch.
Our batch was the only batch that didn't really stood the test of time, considering the amount of people that remained in NRA from our batch. Still we had a gem amongst us, its not as though we aren't shiny luh but he's just shone more brightly than us. LOL. I guess by now you people have already concluded who I'm referring to. the KOSMANZ. Seriously, I could recall the very day we were in the same camp group. He was wearing a checkered pyjamas pants which everybody gawked at, and 2 years later, he made sure everybodys' jaws dropped when he danced lyrical. Of course not forgetting people like PEIYI, QIAN, XIANG, SEOW TING, LUPING its really hard to think of people from my batch as there's like only a miserable handful and to make things worse, its awfully confusing when we merged with the seniors. Guys and girls, we managed to come this far despite the massive outflux of people, and I dare to say that I'm proud to be in the same intake batch with you guys. Though to some which I seldom speak much to, like MINGLI, JEN, ANGEL, SHIRLEY, you people did leave something for me to reminisce. Like our first VIRGIN COUNTDOWN performance, on the wet stage over the wading pool. =)
Time for my senior's batch.
Damn la, you people, no matter who you are, VON S. (LOL), YEN, LILING, REBECCA, ARIEL, CLEMENT, XF, SOPHAN, KEN, TER, JUNCHAO, GLEN, WQ, MAE, you all I seriously nothing to say. I can imagine life in NRA without you all, means NO CRAPPING, NO LOUSY JOKES, NO LATENIGHT MEALS, NO BUBBLE TEA, NO POINTLESS CONVERSATION, NO STUPID NICKNAMES, NO ACT SMARTNESS, NO NONSTOP CAMERA POSING, NO EMONESS, NO HIGHNESS, NO RANDOM COUPLES, NO PROCRASTINATION, NO SWEARING, NO REPETITION OF COLD JOKES, NO FUN, NO LAUGHTER, NO UGLY PEOPLE, LOL. ok I kidding nia, dont scold me. LOL. After all this time, you guys make NRA feel like a second home to me, though always abusing me and laughing AT and not WITH me.
Wo zhen de bu neng xiang xiang mei you ni men de NRA. =)
Wo zhen de ai ni men. ZHEN DE. LOL
Last but not least, ANN.
Ann, since the day you took me in, you became a mentor and a mother to me. Not only in dance, but in aspects of life.
I remembered when the first thing you taught me was the hand wave during S&W, 3 simple steps and all you said was practise.
I remembered how I screwed up my audition so badly that I freestyled into the freestyle segmen, and you smiled and mouthed its okay.
I remembered how I encountered severe motor problems that even I couldn't help myself, and so many other setbacks, that shook even the determination to do you proud and not let you regret accepting me into NRA. Not only did you assure me, you inspired me to do even greater things. Like a mother, you never fail to lend a listening ear whenever I had to rant even about the most fckedup tutor I ever had. You graciously welcomed me back with open arms after this one year, and constantly encouraging me of what I could achieve, even till moments ago just before I reached home. Words which appeases even the greatest despair and resentment. No words could convey or even express how much I love and appreciate you, for leaving such a deep footprint in this part of my life. Ann, thank you. =)
That's all folks, I guess its kinda long for an entry like this, and I didn't realise I could write this much without saying nonsensical stuff. LOL.
Before I go, I would like to say ALL THE BEST FOR FANTAZIA to NRA.
We'll pull through. No matter what. WE KNOW IT. =)
If you feel what I feel
Let me see what you see
Then we can both set sail and be free
IM NOT TELLING YOU So much for being WILBERT,
10:02 AM
